第42章 献给爱米丽的一朵玫瑰威廉·福克纳(3)

作者:吴文智

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类型:都市·校园

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更新时间:2019-10-06 10:16

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“iwansomepoison,”shesaidohedruggisshewasoverhiryhen,sillaslighwoman,houghhi


erhanusualwihcold,haughybckeyesinafacehefleshofwhichwassrainedacrossheemplesandabouheeyesockesasyouimaginealighhousekeeper’sfaceougholook“iwansomepoison,”shesaid


“yes,missemilywhakind?forrasandsuch?i’drecommend—”


“iwanhebesyouhaveidon’carewhakind”


hedruggisnamedseveral“hey’llkillanyhingupoanelephanbuwhayouwanis—”


“arsenic,”missemilysaid“ishaagoodone?”


“isarsenic?yesma’ambuwhayouwan—”


“iwanarsenic”


hedruggislookeddownahershelookedbackahim,erec,herfacelikeasrainedfg“why,ofcourse,”hedruggissaid“ifha’swhayouwanbuhewrequiresyouoellwhayouaregoingouseifor”


missemilyjussaredahim,herheadiledbackinorderolookhimeyeforeye,unilhelookedawayandwenandgohearsenicandwrappediuphenegrodeliveryboybroughherhepackage;hedruggisdidn’comebackwhensheopenedhepackageahomeherewaswrienonhebox,underheskullandbones:“forras”


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sohenexdayweallsaid,“shewillkillherself”;andwesaidiwouldbehebeshingwhenshehadfirsbegunobeseenwihhomerbarron,wehadsaid,“shewillmarryhim”henwesaid,“shewillpersuadehimye,”becausehomerhimselfhadremarked—helikedmen,andiwasknownhahedrankwihheyoungermeninheelk’sclub—hahewasnoamarryingmanerwesaid,“pooremily,”behindhejalousiesasheypassedonsundayafernooninheglieringbuggy,missemilywihherheadhighandhomerbarronwihhishacockedandacigarinhiseeh,reinsandwhipinayellowglove


hensomeofhediesbeganosayhaiwasadisgraceoheownandabadexampleoheyoungpeoplehemendidnowanoinerfere,buashediesforcedhebapisminiser—missemily’speoplewereepiscopal—ocalluponherhewouldneverdivulgewhahappenedduringhainerview,buherefusedogobackagainhenexsundayheyagaindroveabouhesrees,andhefollowingdayheminiser’swifewroeomissemily’sreionsinabama


soshehadbloodkinunderherroofagainandwesabackwachdevelopmensafirsnohinghappenedhenweweresurehaheywereobemarriedwelearnedhamissemilyhadbeenohejeweler’sandorderedaman’soileseinsilver,wihheleershboneachpiecewodayserwelearnedhashehadboughacompleeoufiofmen’sclohing,includinganighshir,andwesaid,“heyaremarried”wewerereallygdweweregdbecausehewofemalecousinswereevenmoregriersonhanmissemilyhadeverbeen


sowewerenosurprisedwhenhomerbarron—hesreeshadbeenfinishedsomeimesince—wasgonewewerealiledisappoinedhaherewasnoapublicblowingoff,buwebelievedhahebadgoneonoprepareformissemily’scoming,orogiveherachanceogeridofhecousins(byhaimeiwasacabal,andwewereallmissemily’salliesohelpcircumvenhecousins)sureenough,aferanoherweekheydeparedand,aswehadexpecedallalong,wihinhreedayshomerbarronwasbackinownaneighborsawhenegromanadmihimahekichendooraduskoneevening


andhawasheswesawofhomerbarronandofmissemilyforsomeimehenegromanweninandouwihhemarkebaske,buhefrondoorremainedclosednowandhenwewouldseeheraawindowforamomen,ashemendidhanighwhenheysprinkledhelime,buforalmossixmonhsshedidnoappearonhesreeshenweknewhahiswasobeexpecedoo;asifhaqualiyofherfaherwhichhadhwaredherwoman’slifesomanyimeshadbeenoovirulenandoofuriousodie


whenwenexsawmissemily,shehadgrownfaandherhairwasurninggrayduringhenexfewyearsigrewgrayerandgrayeruniliaainedanevenpepperandsalirongray,wheniceasedurningupohedayofherdeahasevenyfouriwassillhavigorousirongray,likehehairofanaciveman


fromhaimeonherfrondoorremainedclosed,saveforaperiodofsixorsevenyears,whenshewasaboufory,duringwhichshegavelessonsinchinapainingshefiedupasudioinoneofhedownsairsrooms,wherehedaughersandgranddaughersofcolonelsaroris’conemporariesweresenoherwihhesamereguriyandinhesamespirihaheyweresenochurchonsundayswihawenyfivecenpieceforhecollecionpemeanwhileheraxeshadbeenremied


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