第65章 Eight(4)

作者:阿道司·赫胥黎

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类型:都市·校园

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更新时间:2019-10-06 11:38

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本章字节:7582字

hesoodforalongimeousidehehouse,andasheceremonieswihinwerefinishedhedooropened;heycameoukohlucamefirs,hisrighhandousrechedandighlyclosed,ashoughoversomepreciousjewelherclenchedhandsimirlyousreched,kiakiméfollowedheywalkedinsilence,andinsilence,behindhem,camehebrohersandsisersandcousinsandallheroopofoldpeople


heywalkedouofhepueblo,acrosshemesaaheedgeofheclidheyhaled,facingheearlymorningsunkohluopenedhishandapinchofcornmealywhieonhepalm;hebreahedoni,murmuredafewwords,henhrewi,ahandfulofwhiedus,owardshesunkiakimédidhesamehenkhakimé’sfaherseppedforward,andholdingupafeaheredprayersick,madealongprayer,henhrewhesickaferhecornmeal


“iisfinished,”saidoldmisimainaloudvoice“heyaremarried”


“well,”saidlinda,asheyurnedaway,“allicansayis,idoesseemalooffussomakeabousolileincivilizedcounries,whenaboywansohaveagirl,hejus…buwhereareyougoing,john?”


hepaidnoaenionohercalling,buranon,away,away,anywhereobebyhimself


iisfinishedoldmisima’swordsrepeaedhemselvesinhismindfinished,finished…insilenceandfrumalongwayoff,buviolenly,desperaely,hopelessly,hehadlovedkiakiméandnowiwasfinishedhewassixeen


ahefullmoon,inheanelopekiva,secreswouldbeold,secreswouldbedoneandborheywoudgodown,boys,inohekivaandcomeouagain,menheboyswereallafraidandahesameimeimpaienandasiwashedayhesunwendown,hemoonrosehewenwihheohersmenweresanding,dark,aheenranceohekiva;hedderwendowninoheredligheddephsalreadyheleadingboyshadbegunoclimbdownsuddenly,oneofhemenseppedforward,caughhimbyhearm,andpulledhimouofherankshebrokefreeanddodgedbackinohispceamongheohershisimehemansruckhim,pulledhishair“noforyou,whiehair!”“noforhesonofheshedog,”saidoneofheohermenheboysughed“go!”andashesillhoveredonhefringesofhegroup,“go!”hemenshouedagainoneofhembendown,ookasone,hrewi“go,go,go!”herewasashowerofsonesbleeding,heranawayinohedarknessfromheredlikivacamehenoiseofsinginghesofheboyshadclimbeddownhedderhewasallalone


allalone,ousidehepueblo,onhebarepinofhemesaherockwaslikebleachedbonesinhemoonlighdowninhevalley,hecoyoeswerehowlingahemoonhebruiseshurhim,hecusweresillbleeding;buiwasnoforpainhahesobbed;iwasbecausehewasallalone,becausehehadbeendrivenou,alone,inohisskeleonworldofrocksandmoonlighaheedgeofheprecipicehesadownhemoonwasbehindhim;helookeddowninohebckshadowofhemesa,inohebckshadowofdeahhehadonlyoakeonesep,onelilejump…heheldouhisrighhandinhemoonlighfromhecuonhiswrishebloodwassilloozingeveryfewsecondsadropfell,dark,almoscolourlessinhedeadlighdrop,drop,dropomorrowandomorrowandomorrow…


hehaddiscoveredimeanddeahandgod


“alone,alwaysalone,”heyoungmanwassaying


hewordsawokeapiniveechoinbernard’smindalone,alone…“soami,”hesaid,onagushofconfidingness“erriblyalone”


“areyou?”johnlookedsurprised“ihoughhainheoherpce…imean,lindaalwayssaidhanobodywaseveralohere”