第161章 CHAPTERXXIONCEANDNOW(5)

作者:伊丽莎白·盖斯凯尔

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更新时间:2019-10-06 10:05

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andihoughialwayshoughhapapahadoldyouaboui


o!heneverdidbuwhaaboui,margare?


iwanoellyouofsomehingididhawasverywrong,abouhaime,saidmargare,suddenlylookingupahimwihherclearhoneseyesioldalie;andherfacebecamescarle


rue,hawasbadiown;nobuwhaihaveoldapreyroundnumberinmylife,noallindownrighwords,asisupposeyoudid,buinacions,orinsomeshabbycircumlocuoryway,leadingpeopleeiherodisbelieveheruh,orbelieveafalsehoodyouknowwhoishefaheroflies,margare?well!agreanumberoffolk,hinkinghemselvesverygood,haveoddsorsofco


exionwihlies,lefhandmarriages,andsecondcousinsonceremovedheainingbloodoffalsehoodrunshroughusallishouldhaveguessedyouasfarfromiasmospeoplewha!crying,child?nay,nowwellnoalkofi,ifiendsinhiswayidaresayyouhavebeensorryfori,andhayouwon doiagain,andislongagonow,andinshoriwanyouobeverycheerful,andnoverysad,hisevening


margarewipedhereyes,andriedoalkabousomehingelse,busuddenlyshebursouafresh


please,mrbell,lemeellyouabouiyoucouldperhapshelpmealile;no,nohelpme,buifyouknewheruh,perhapsyoucouldpumeorighshaisnoi,aferall,saidshe,indespairanobeingableoexpressherselfmoreexaclyasshewished


mrbellswholema


erchanged ellmeallaboui,child,saidhe


isalongsory;buwhenfredcame,mammawasveryill,andiwasundonewihanxiey,andafraid,oo,haimighhavedrawnhiminodanger;andwehadanarmjusaferherdeah,fordixonmesome


oneinmilonamancalledleonardswhohadknownfred,andwhoseemedoowehimagrudge,oraanyraeobeempedbyherecollecionofherewardofferedforhisapprehension;andwihhisnewfrigh,ihoughihadbeerhurryofffredolondon,where,asyouwouldundersandfromwhawesaidheohernigh,hewasogooconsulmrle


oxasohischancesifhesoodherialsowehais,heandi,wenoherailwaysaion;iwasoneevening,andiwasjusgeingraherdusk,busilllighenoughorecogniseandberecognised,andwewereooearly,andwenouowalkinafieldjuscloseby;iwasalwaysinapanicabouhisleonards,whowas,iknew,somewhereinheneighbourhood;andhen,whenwewereinhefield,helowredsunlighjusinmyface,someonecamebyonhorsebackinheroadjusbelowhefieldsylebywhichwesoodisawhimlookame,buididnoknowwhoiwasafirs,hesunwassoinmyeyes,buinaninsanhedazzlewenoff,andisawiwasmrhornon,andwebowed,


andhesawfrederickofcourse,saidmrbell,helpingheronwihhersory,ashehough


yes;andhenahesaionamancameupipsyandreelingandheriedocolrfred,andoverbancedhimselfasfredwrenchedhimselfaway,andfelloverheedgeofhepform;nofar,nodeep;noabovehreefee;buoh!mrbell,somehowhafallkilledhim!


howawkwardiwashisleonards,isupposeandhowdidfredgeoff?


oh!hewenoffimmediaelyaferhefall,whichweneverhoughcouldhavedohepoorfellowanyharm,iseemedsoslighaninjury


henhedidnodiedirecly?


o!noforwoorhreedaysandhenoh,mrbell!nowcomeshebadpar,saidshe,nervouslywiningherfingersogeherapoliceinspecorcameandaxedmewihhavingbeenhecompanionofheyoungman,whosepushorblowhadoccasionedleonardsdeah;hawasafalseaccusaion,youknow,buwehadnoheardhafredhadsailed,hemighsillbeinlondonandliableobearresedonhisfalsecharge,andhisideniywihhelieuenanhale,accusedofcausinghamuiny,discovered,hemighbesho;allhisfshedhroughmymind,andisaidiwasnomeiwasnoaherailwaysaionhanighiknewnohingabouiihadnoconscienceorhoughbuosavefrederick


isayiwasrighishouldhavedohesameyouforgoyourselfinhoughforanoherihopeishouldhavedohesame


o,youwouldnoiwaswrong,disobedien,faihlessahaveryimefredwassafelyouofengnd,andinmyblindnessiforgoha


herewasanoherwinesswhocouldesifyomybeinghere


who?


mrhornonyouknowhehadseenmecloseohesaion;wehadbowedoeachoher


well!hewouldknownohingofhisrioabouhedrunkenfellowsdeahisupposeheinquirynevercameoanyhing


o!heproceedingsheyhadbegunoalkabouonheinquesweresoppedmrhornondidknowallabouihewasamagisrae,andhefoundouhaiwasnohefallhahadcausedhedeahbunobeforeheknewwhaihadsaidoh,mrbell!shesuddenlycoveredherfacewihherhands,asifwishingohideherselffromhepresenceofherecollecion


didyouhaveanyexpnaionwihhim?didyoueverellhimhesrong,insincivemoive?


heinsincivewanoffaih,andcluchingaasinokeepmyselffromsinking,saidshebierly o!howcouldi?heknewnohingoffrederickopumyselforighsinhisgoodopinion,wasioellhimofhesecresofourfamily,involving,asheyseemedodo,hechancesofpoorfredericksenireexculpaion?fredsswordshadbeenoenjoinmeokeephisvisiasecrefromallyousee,papaneverold,evenyouno!icouldbearheshameihoughicouldaleasididbearimrhornonhasneverrespecedmesince


herespecsyou,iamsure,saidmrbell obesure,iaccounsalileforbuhealwaysspeaksofyouwihregardandeseem,houghnowiundersandcerainreservaionsinhisma


er


margaredidnospeak;didnoaendowhamrbellwenonosay;losallsenseofibyandbyshesaid:


willyouellmewhayoureferoabou eservaionsinhisma


erofspeakingofme?


oh!simplyhehasa


oyedmebynojoininginmypraisesofyou


likeanoldfool,ihoughhaeveryonewouldhavehesameopinionsasihad;andheevidenlycouldnoagreewihmeiwaspuzzledaheimebuhemusbeperplexed,ifheaffairhasneverbeeninheleasexpinedherewasfirsyourwalkingouwihayoungmaninhedark