第110章 CHAPTERVIIIPEACE(2)

作者:伊丽莎白·盖斯凯尔

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更新时间:2019-10-06 10:05

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shepassedsobadanighhashewasillpreparedforheaddiionanxieycausedbyaleerreceivedfromfrederickmrle


oxwasouofown;hisclerksaidhahewouldreurnbyhefollowinguesdayahees;hahemighpossiblybeahomeonmondayconsequenly,afersomeconsideraion,frederickhaddeermineduponremaininginlondonadayorwolongerhehadhoughofcomingdownomilonagain;heempaionhadbeenverysrong;buheideaofmrbelldomesicaedinhisfahershouse,andhearmhehadreceivedahesmomenaherailwaysaion,hadmadehimresolveosayinlondonmargaremighbeassuredhewouldakeeveryprecauionagainsbeingrackedbyleonardsmargarewashankfulhashereceivedhisleerwhileherfaherwasabseninhermohersroomifhehadbeenpresen,hewouldhaveexpecedheroreadialoudohim,andiwouldhaveraisedinhimasaeofnervousarmwhichshewouldhavefoundiimpossibleosooheawayherewasnomerelyhefac,whichdisurbedherexcessively,offredericksdeenioninlondon,buherewereallusionsoherecogniionahesmomenamilon,andhepossibiliyofapursui,whichmadeherbloodruncold;andhowhenwouldihaveaffecedherfaher?manyaimedidmargarerepenofhavingsuggesedandurgedonhepnofconsulingmrle


oxahemomen,ihadseemedasifiwouldoccasionsoliledeyaddsolileoheapparenlysmallchancesofdeecion;andyeeveryhinghahadsinceoccurredhadendedomakeisoundesirablemargarebaledhardagainshisregreofhersforwhacouldnonowbehelped;hisselfreproachforhavingsaidwhahadaheimeappearedobewise,buwhichaferevenswereprovingohavebeensofoolishbuherfaherwasinoodepressedasaeofmindandbodyosrugglehealhily;hewouldsuccumboallhesecausesformorbidregreoverwhacouldnoberecalled


margaresummonedupallherforcesoheraidherfaherseemedohaveforgoenhaheyhadanyreasonoexpecaleerfromfrederickhamorninghewasabsorbedinoneideahahesvisibleokenofhepresenceofhiswifewasobecarriedawayfromhim,andhiddenfromhissighherembledpiifullyasheunderakersmanwasarranginghiscrapedraperiesaroundhimhelookedwisfullyamargare;and,whenreleased,heoeredowardsher,murmuring,


prayforme,margareihavenosrenghlefinmeica


oprayigiveherupbecauseimusiryobeari:indeedidoiknowiisgodswillbuica


oseewhyshediedprayforme,margare,haimayhavefaihoprayiisagreasrai,mychild


margaresabyhiminhecoach,almossupporinghiminherarms;andrepeaingallhenobleversesofholycomfor,orexsexpressiveoffaihfulresignaion,hashecouldrememberhervoiceneverfalered;andsheherselfgainedsrenghbydoinghisherfaherslipsmovedaferher,repeainghewellknownexsasherwordssuggesedhem;iwaserribleoseehepaiensrugglingefforoobainheresignaionwhichhehadnosrenghoakeinohishearasaparofhimself


margaresforiudenearlygavewayasdixon,wihaslighmoionofherhand,direcedhernoiceonichoshigginsandhisdaugher,sandingalilealoof,budeeplyaeniveoheceremonialnichosworehisusualfusianclohes,buhadabiofbcksuffsewnroundhishaamarkofmourningwhichhehadnevershownohisdaugherbessysmemorybumrhalesawnohinghewenonrepeaingohimself,mechanicallyasiwere,allhefuneralserviceasiwasreadbyheofficiaingclergyman;hesighedwiceorhricewhenallwasended;andhen,puinghishandonmargaresarm,hemuelyenreaedobeledaway,asifhewereblind,andshehisfaihfulguide


dixonsobbedaloud;shecoveredherfacewihherhandkerchief,andwassoabsorbedinherowngrief,hashedidnoperceivehahecrowd,aracedonsuchoccasions,wasdispersing,illshewasspokenobysomeonecloseahandiwasmrhornonhehadbeenpresenallheime,sanding,wihbenhead,behindagroupofpeople,soha,infac,noonehadrecognisedhim


ibegyourpardon,bu,canyouellmehowmrhaleis?andmisshale,oo?ishouldlikeoknowhowheybohare


ofcourse,sirheyaremuchasisobeexpecedmaseriserriblybrokedownmisshalebearsupbeerhanlikely


mrhornonwouldraherhaveheardhashewassufferinghenauralsorrowinhefirspce,herewasselfishnessenoughinhimohaveakenpleasureinheideahahisgrealovemighcomeinocomforandconsoleher;muchhesamekindofsrangepassionaepleasurewhichcomessinginghroughamohershear,whenherdroopinginfanneslescloseoher,andisdependenuponherforeveryhing


buhisdeliciousvisionofwhamighhavebeeninwhich,inspieofallmargaresrepulse,hewouldhaveindulgedonlyafewdaysagowasmiserablydisurbedbyherecollecionofwhahehadseennearheouwoodsaionmiserablydisurbed!haisnosrongenough


hewashaunedbyheremembranceofhehandsomeyoungman,wih


whomshesoodinanaiudeofsuchfamiliarconfidence;andheremembranceshohroughhimlikeanagony,illimadehimclenchhishandsighinorderosubduehepainahaehour,sofarfromhome!iookagreamoralefforogalvanisehisruserewhilesoperfecinmargarespureandexquisiemaidenliness,inolife;assoonasheefforceased,hisrusdroppeddowndeadandpowerless:andallsorsofwildfancieschasedeachoherlikedreamshroughhismind


herewasalilepieceofmiserable,gnawingconfirmaionsheboreupbeerhanlikelyunderhisgriefshehadhensomehopeolooko,sobrighhaeveninheraffecionaenaureicouldcomeinolighenhedarkhoursofadaughernewlymademoherlessyes!heknewhowshewouldlovehehadnolovedherwihougaininghainsinciveknowledgeofwhacapabiliieswereinherhersoulwouldwalkinglorioussunlighifanymanwasworhy,byhispowerofloving,owinbackherloveeveninhermourningshewouldreswihapeacefulfaihuponhissympahyhissympahy!whose?haohermansandhaiwasanoherwasenoughomakemrhornonspalegravefacegrowdoublywanandsernadixonsanswer


isupposeimaycall,saidhecoldlyonmrhale,imeanhewillperhapsadmimeaferomorroworso


hespokeasifheanswerwereamaerofindifferenceohimbuiwasnosoforallhispain,helongedoseeheauhorofialhoughhehaedmargareaimes,whenhehoughofhagenlefamiliaraiudeandallheaendancircumsances,hehadareslessdesireorenewherpicureinhismindalongingforheveryamosphereshebreahedhewasinhecharybdisofpassion,andmusperforcecircleandcircleevernearerroundhefaalcenre


idaresay,sir,maserwillseeyouhewasverysorryohaveodenyyouheoherday;bucircumsanceswasnoagreeablejushen


forsomereasonoroher,dixonnevernamedhisinerviewhashehadhadwihmrhornonomargareimighhavebeenmerechance,busoiwashamargareneverheardhahehadaendedherpoormohersfuneral