第156章 CHAPTERXXNOTALLADREAM

作者:伊丽莎白·盖斯凯尔

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类型:都市·校园

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更新时间:2019-10-06 10:05

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wherearehesoundshaswamalonghebuoyanairwheniwasyoung?


hesvibraionnowisoer,andheywholisenedarenomore;ah!lemeclosemyeyesanddream


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heideaofhelsonehadbeensuggesedomrbellswakingmindbyhisconversaionwihmrle


ox,andallnighlongiranriohroughhisdreamshewasagainheuorinhecollegewherehenowheldherankoffellow;iwasagainalongvacaion,andhewassayingwihhisnewlymarriedfriend,heproudhusband,andhappyvicarofhelsoneoverbabblingbrooksheyookimpossibleleaps,whichseemedokeephemwholedayssuspendedinheairimeandspacewereno,houghalloherhingsseemedrealeveryevenwasmeasuredbyheemoionsofhemind,nobyisacualexisence,forexisenceihadnonebuhereesweregorgeousinheirauumnalleafinesshewarmodoursofflowerandherbcamesweeuponhesenseheyoungwifemovedabouherhousewihjushamixureofa


oyanceaherposiion,asregardedwealh,wihprideinherhandsomeanddevoedhusband,whichmrbellhadnoicedinreallifeaquarerofacenuryagohedreamwassolikelifeha,whenheawoke,hispresenlifeseemedlikeadreamwherewashe?inheclose,handsomelyfurnishedroomofalondonhoel!wherewere


hosewhospokeohim,movedaroundhim,ouchedhim,noaninsanago?dead!buried!losforevermore,asfarasearhsforevermorewouldexendhewasanoldman,soelyexulaninhefullsrenghofmanhoodheuerlonelinessofhislifewasinsupporableohinkabouhegouphasily,andriedoforgewhanevermoremighbe,inahurrieddressingforhebreakfasinharleysree


hecouldnoaendoallhewyersdeails,which,ashesaw,mademargareseyesdie,andherlipsgrowpale,asonebyonefaedecreed,orsoiseemed,everymorselofevidencewhichwouldexoneraefrederick,shouldfallfrombeneahherfeeanddisappear


evenmrle


oxswellreguedprofessionalvoiceookasofer,endererone,ashedrewnearoheexincionofheshopeiwasnohamargarehadnobeenperfeclyawareofheresulbeforeiwasonlyhahedeailsofeachsuccessivedisappoinmencamewihsuchrelenlessminuenessoquenchallhope,hasheasfairlygavewayoearsmrle


oxsoppedreading


ihadbeernogoon,saidhe,inaconcernedvoiceiwasafoolishproposalofminelieuenanhale,andevenhisgivinghimheileofheservicefromwhichhehadsoharshlybeenexpelled,wassoohingomargare,lieuenanhaleishappynow;moresecureinforuneandfuureprospecshanhecouldeverhavebeeninhenavy;andhas,doubless,adopedhiswifescounryashisown


haisi,saidmargareiseemssoselfishinmeoregrei,ryingosmile,andyeheislosome,andiamsolonelymrle


oxurnedoverhispapers,andwishedhahewereasrichandprosperousashebelievedheshouldbesomedaymrbellblewhisnose,bu,oherwise,healsokepsilence;andmargare,inaminueorwo,hadapparenlyrecoveredherusualcomposureshehankedmrle


oxverycoureouslyforhisrouble;allhemorecoureouslyandgraciouslybecauseshewasconsciousha,byherbehaviour,hemighhaveprobablybeenledoimagihahehadgivenherneedlesspainyeiwaspainshewouldnohavebeenwihou


mrbellcameupowishhergoodbye


margare!saidhe,ashefumbledwihhisglovesiamgoingdownohelsoomorrow,olookaheoldpcewouldyoulikeocomewihme?orwouldigiveyouoomuchpain?speakou,don beafraid


oh,mrbell,saidsheandcouldsaynomorebusheookhisoldgouyhand,andkissedi


come,come;hasenough,saidhe,reddeningwihawkwardnessisupposeyouraunshawwillrusyouwihmewellgoomorrowmorning,andweshallgehereabouwooclock,ifancywellakeasnack,andorderdi


erahelilei


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be,andgoandgeanappeieinheforescanyousandi,margare?iwillbearial,iknow,obohofus,buiwillbeapleasureome,aleasandherewelldineiwillbebudoevenison,ifwecangeiaallandhenillakemynapwhileyougoouandseeoldfriendsillgiveyoubacksafeandsound,barringrailwayaccidens,andillinsureyourlifeforahousandpoundsbeforesaring,whichmaybesomecomforoyourreions;buoherwise,illbringyoubackomrsshawbylunchimeonfridayso,ifyousayyes,illjusgoupsairsandproposei


isnousemyryingosayhowmuchishalllikei,saidmargare,hroughherears


well,hen,proveyourgraiudebykeepinghosefounainsofyoursdryforhenexwodaysifyoudon ,ishallfeelqueermyselfabouhechrymalducs,andidon likeha


iwon cryadrop,saidmargare,winkinghereyesoshakeheearsoffhereyeshes,andforcingasmile


heresmygoodgirlhenwellgoupsairsandseleiallmargarewasinasaeofalmosremblingeagerness,whilemrbelldiscussedhispnwihheraunshaw,whowasfirssarled,hendoubfulandperplexed,andinheend,yieldingraheroheroughforceofmr


bellswordshanoherownconvicion;forohes,wheheriwasrighorwrong,properorimproper,shecouldnoseleoherownsaisfacion,illmargaressafereurn,hehappyfulfilmenofheprojec,gaveherdecisionenoughosay,shewassureihadbeenaverykindhoughofmrbells,andjuswhasheherselfhadbeenwishingformargare,asgivingherheverychangewhichsherequired,aferallheanxiousimeshehadhad