第17章 CHAPTERVDECISION(2)

作者:伊丽莎白·盖斯凯尔

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类型:都市·校园

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更新时间:2019-10-06 10:05

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ishallnobeahomeilleveningiamgoingobracycommon,andwillaskfarmerdobsonogivemesomehingfordi


erishallbebackoeaaseven


hedidnolookaeiherofhem,bumargareknewwhahemeanbysevenhea


ouncemenmusbemadeohermohermrhalewouldhavedeyedmakingiillhalfpassix,bumargarewasofdifferensuffshecouldnobearheimpendingweighonhermindallhedaylong:beergeheworsover;hedaywouldbeooshorocomforhermoherbuwhileshesoodbyhewindow,hinkinghowobegin,andwaiingforheservanohavelefheroom,hermoherhadgoneupsairsopuonherhingsogooheschoolshecamedownreadyequipped,inabriskermoodhanusual


moher,comeroundhegardenwihmehismorning;jusourn,


saidmargare,puingherarmroundmrshaleswais


heypassedhroughheopenwindowmrshalespokesaidsomehingmargarecouldnoellwhahereyecaughonabeeeneringadeepbelledflower:whenhabeeflewforhwihhisspoilshewouldbeginhashouldbehesignouhecame


mamma!papaisgoingoleavehelsone!shebluredforhhesgoingoleavehechurch,andliveinmilonnorhernherewerehehreehardfacshardlyspoken


whamakesyousayso?askedmrshale,inasurprisedincredulousvoicewhohasbeenellingyousuchnonsense?


papahimself,saidmargare,longingosaysomehinggenleandconsoling,bulierallynoknowinghowheywerecloseoagardenbenchmrshalesadown,andbeganocry


idon undersandyou,shesaideiheryouhavemadesomegreamisake,oridon quieundersandyou


o,moher,ihavemadenomisakepapahaswrienohebishop,sayinghahehassuchdoubshaheca


oconscieniouslyremainapriesofhechurchofengnd,andhahemusgiveuphelsonehehasalsoconsuledmrbellfredericksgodfaher,youknow,mamma;andiisarrangedhawegooliveinmilonnorhernmrshalelookedupinmargaresfaceallheimeshewasspeakinghesewords:


heshadowonhercounenanceoldhashe,aleas,believedinheruhofwhashesaid


idon hinkicanberue,saidmrshale,alenghhewouldsurelyhaveoldmebeforeicameohis


icamesronglyuponmargaresmindhahermoheroughohavebeenold:hawhaeverherfaulsofdisconenandrepiningmighhavebeen,iwasanerrorinherfaherohavelefherolearnhischangeofopinion,andhisapproachingchangeoflife,fromherbeerinformedchildmargaresadownbyhermoher,andookherunresisingheadonherbreas,bendingherownsofcheeksdowncaressinglyoouchherface


dear,darlingmamma!weweresoafraidofgivingyoupainpapafelsoacuelyyouknowyouarenosrong,andheremushavebeensucherriblesuspenseogohrough


whendidheellyou,margare?


yeserday,onlyyeserday,repliedmargare,deecinghejealousywhichprompedheinquirypoorpapa!ryingodiverhermohershoughsinocompassionaesympahyforallherfaherhadgohroughmrshaleraisedherhead


whadoeshemeanbyhavingdoubs?sheaskedsurely,hedoesnomeanhahehinksdifferenlyhaheknowsbeerhanhechurch


margareshookherhead,andheearscameinohereyes,ashermoherouchedhebarenerveofherownregre


can hebishopsehimrigh?askedmrshale,halfimpaienly


imafraidno,saidmargareuididnoaskicouldnobearohearwhahemighansweriisallseledaanyraeheisgoingoleavehelsoneinafornighiamnosureifhedidnosayhehadseninhisdeedofresignaion


inafornigh!excimedmrshale,idohinkhisisverysrangenoaallrighicalliveryunfeeling,saidshe,begi


ingoakereliefinearshehasdoubs,yousay,andgivesuphisliving,andallwihouconsulingmeidaresay,ifhehadoldmehisdoubsahefirsicouldhavenippedheminhebud


misakenasmargarefelherfahersconducohavebeen,shecouldnobearohearibmedbyhermohersheknewhahisveryreservehadoriginaedinaendernessforher,whichmighbecowardly,buwasnounfeeling


ialmoshopedyoumighhavebeengdoleavehelsone,mamma,


saidshe,aferapauseyouhaveneverbeenwellinhisair,youknow


youcan hinkhesmokyairofamanufacuringown,allchimneysanddirlikemilonnorhern,wouldbebeerhanhisair,whichispureandswee,ifiisoosofandrexingfancylivinginhemiddleoffacories,andfacorypeople!hough,ofcourse,ifyourfaherleaves


hechurch,weshallnobeadmiedinosocieyanywhereiwillbesuchadisgraceous!poordearsirjohn!iiswellheisnoaliveoseewhayourfaherhascomeo!everydayaferdi


er,wheniwasagirl,livingwihyouraunshaw,aberesfordcour,sirjohnusedogiveforhefirsoaschurchandking,anddownwihherump\


margarewasgdhahermohershoughswereurnedawayfromhefacofherhusbandssilenceoheronhepoinwhichmushavebeensonearhishearnexoheseriousvialanxieyasohenaureofherfahersdoubs,hiswasheonecircumsanceofhecasehagavemargarehemospain


youknow,wehaveverylilesocieyhere,mammahegormans,whoareournearesneighbours(ocallsocieyandwehardlyeverseehem),havebeeninradejusasmuchashesemilonnorhernpeople


yes,saidmrshale,almosindignanly,u,aanyrae,hegormansmadecarriagesforhalfhegenryofhecouny,andwerebroughinosomekindofinercoursewihhem;buhesefacorypeople,whoonearhwearscoonhacanaffordlinen?


well,mamma,igiveuphecoonspi


ers;iamnosandingupforhem,anymorehanforanyoherradespeopleonlyweshallhavelileenoughodowihhem


whyonearhhasyourfaherfixedonmilonnorhernolivein?


parly,saidmargare,sighing,ecauseiissoverydifferenfromhelsoneparlybecausemrbellsayshereisanopeninghereforaprivaeuor


privaeuorinmilon!whycan hegoooxford,andbeauorogenlemen?