第15章 CHAPTERIVDOUBTSANDDIFFICULTIES(4)

作者:伊丽莎白·盖斯凯尔

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类型:都市·校园

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更新时间:2019-10-06 10:05

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本章字节:10008字

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andiisowingohimwearegoingomilon


how?saidmargare


whyhehasenans,andhouses,andmillshere;so,houghhedislikeshepceoobuslingforoneofhishabisheisobligedokeepupsomesorofco


ecion;andheellsmehahehearshereisagoodopeningforaprivaeuorhere


aprivaeuor!saidmargare,lookingscornful:whainheworlddomanufacurerswanwihhecssics,orlieraure,orheaccomplishmensofagenleman?


oh,saidherfaher,someofhemreallyseemobefinefellows,consciousofheirowndeficiencies,whichismorehanmanyamanaoxfordissomewanresoluelyolearn,houghheyhavecomeomansesaesomewanheirchildrenobebeerinsrucedhanheyhemselveshavebeenaanyrae,hereisanopening,asihavesaid,foraprivaeuormrbellhasrecommendedmeoamrhornon,aenanofhis,andaveryinelligenman,asfarasicanjudgefromhisleersandinmilon,margare,ishallfindabusylife,ifnoahappyone,andpeopleandscenessodifferenhaishallneverberemindedofhelsone


herewashesecremoive,asmargareknewfromherownfeelings


iwouldbedifferendiscordanasiwaswihalmosadeesaionforallshehadeverheardofhenorhofengnd,hemanufacurers,hepeople,hewildandbleakcounryherewashisonerecommendaioniwouldbedifferenfromhelsone,andcouldneverremindhemofhabelovedpce


whendowego?askedmargare,aferashorsilence


idonoknowexaclyiwanedoalkioverwihyouyousee,yourmoherknowsnohingabouiye:buihink,inafornigh;afermydeedofresignaionissenin,ishallhavenorighoremain


margarewasalmossu


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inafornigh!


ono,noexaclyoadaynohingisfixed,saidherfaher,wihanxioushesiaion,ashenoicedhefilmysorrowhacameoverhereyes,andhesuddenchangeinhercomplexionbusherecoveredherselfimmediaely


yes,papa,ihadbeerbefixedsoonanddecidedly,asyousayonlymammaoknownohingaboui!iishahaishegreaperplexiy


poormaria!repliedmrhale,enderlypoor,poormaria!oh,ifiwerenomarriedifiwerebumyselfinheworld,howeasyiwouldbe!asiismargare,idarenoellher!


o,saidmargare,sadly,iwilldoigivemeillomorroweveningochoosemyimeoh,papa,criedshe,wihsuddenpassionaeenreay,sayellmeiisanighmareahorriddreamnoherealwakingruh!youca


omeanhayouarereallygoingoleavehe


churchogiveuphelsoobeforeverseparaefromme,frommammaledawaybysomedelusionsomeempaion!youdonoreallymeani!


mrhalesainrigidsillnesswhileshespoke


henhelookedherinheface,andsaidinaslow,hoarse,measuredwayidomeani,margareyoumusnodeceiveyourselfinodoubingherealiyofmywordsmyfixedinenionandresolvehelookedaherinhesameseady,sonyma


er,forsomemomensaferhehaddonespeakingshe,oo,gazedbackwihpleadingeyesbeforeshewouldbelievehaiwasirrevocablehenshearoseandwen,wihouanoherwordorlook,owardshedoorasherfingerswereonhehandlehecalledherbackhewassandingbyhefirepce,shrunkandsooping;buasshecamenearhedrewhimselfupohisfullheigh,and,pcinghishandsonherhead,hesaid,solemnly:


heblessingofgodbeuponhee,mychild!


andmayheresoreyouohischurch,respondedshe,ouofhefulnessofherhearhenexmomenshefearedleshisanswerohisblessingmighbeirreveren,wrongmighhurhimascomingfromhisdaugher,andshehrewherarmsroundhisneckheheldherohimforaminueorwosheheardhimmurmurohimself, hemaryrsandconfessorshadevenmorepainobeariwillnoshrink


heyweresarledbyhearingmrshaleinquiringforherdaugher


heysaredasunderinhefullconsciousnessofallhawasbeforehemmrhalehurriedlysaidgo,margare,goishallbeouallomorrow


beforenighyouwillhaveoldyourmoher


yes,shereplied,andshereurnedohedrawingroominasu


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